lily_wondergirl

INCURABLE DISEASE

2010-04-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

Today too I bite my tongue and behind your back
I shout of a painful love. Even if I wave my two hands and call out
there's not an answer.
Because my love is headed towards you, I could do everything.
If you wanted, I'd give you the stars, no I'd give you the moon.
Acknowledge me, accept me. Grab onto my shaking hands.

Even if I try to get you, I can't.
I'm always behind you. And no matter how I try to show off
You act as if you don't need that and as if you didn't see me.

Don't know why, I want to forget all of you
Want to cry, I don't want to hurt anymore but
I've fallen in love with you, I stand out another day.

Sometimes I want to have you to myself and hold you.
I don't want to have to bear it any longer.
I take just one more step to you and call out to you.
I want to want you, but afraid that your love and
that person that's protecting you now would see me,
today too I cover up my heart and just cry.

Even if I try to bear you, I can't bear it and
I can't bear it anymore, Whenever I open my eyes I'm looking for you.
Even if I try to hide myself, I always tell
myself that I don't have the courage to do that.

Don't know why, I don't even have anything to give you
Want to cry, I don't even have anything that great about me
I've fallen in love with you, And I know that the truth is that it can't ever be but..

Sometimes I want to have you to myself and hold you.
I don't want to have to bear it any longer.
I take just one more step to you and call out to you.
I want to want you, but afraid that your love and
that person that's protecting you now would see me,
today too I cover up my heart and just cry

I don't like myself that only keeps watching
It's getting really weary and I'm worn out
My heart that's headed towards you is higher than the autumn sky
and is numb but this anxious and worrisome love
A bad person like you
I say that I don't want to hide it anymore and
that I don't ever want to bear it anymore but before I know it without me evening knowing..

Please give me one chance
Don't wanna be a fool anymore
I want to walk by your side
I want to hold your hand
I want to shout it and tell you but..

I keep wanting to just hold my breath and watch you from behind your back
I really dislike this appearance of me. I get over another step
For you to just be happy I want to wish you that but
There won't ever be a person better than you, that's my love.
Thinking that by chance you'll come I laugh and laugh and just laugh again.
I just laugh.

Feels like Insomnia.....

2009-11-05T18:21:00.003+08:00

I love this song so much...
Insomnia - Wheesung
If there someone want to propose me then sing this song to me...

Naega dallineun gireun Love, Love, Love, Love
Heona geu giren ontong deot, deot, deot, deot
Pihal su eomneun hamjeongeun mamui geop, geop, geop, geop
Machi neupcheoreom yonggireul samkyeo jeomjeom...

Nan jagajyeo sarajyeoganeun eolgurui balgeun pyojeong
Nae gobaege deungdollin chae oemyeonhal kkabwa jakku duryeowo

Baneul gateun geokjeongeul begoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul saewo

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Neoraneun goseul hyanghae oerowodo ganeun gil Love, Love, Love, Love
Myeot beoneul neomeojyeodo ireoseo gal teji But, But, But, But
Jammajeo mot deuldorok neoreul boda geollyeodeun byeong, byeong, byeong, byeong
Ne sarang gatji motamyeon naeul su eobtji yeongyeong...

Yeongwontorok jukdorok neoui heorangman gidarigo
Myeot nyeonideun myeot saengaedeun neoreul wihae jonjaehagetjiman

Baneul gateun geokjeongeul begoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul saewo

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Ah... bultaneun I sarang...
Geuriume jichyeo naerineun bi gateun nunmure jeojeodo sikji annneungeol...

Maeil ipsureul mulgoseo oji annneun jameul cheonghago
Kkumboda deo saengsaenghan ne saenggak ttaemune kkeutnae bameul saewo

Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah
Feels like insomnia, ah ah

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-12T00:06:00.006+08:00

Oh hari raye just around the corner, this year everything is vogue!
wow,from head 2 toe everything complete

Nice right? Lily & High heels like Irama & Lagu.

my new hair, KAWAI!!!!

(4 a moment please dont ask me bout my exam)

Forget bout exam, raye must be celebrate right?
This year my family themes is BLACK,
well just like Rain say in Clear Shampoo advertising.

"HITAM KEGEMARANKU, HITAM NAMPAK KEMAS"

miss rain really much

So, 2 everybody around the world........

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA" & "INGATLAH ORANG YANG TERSAYANG*"

*that 4 driver...

Oh My Family

2009-09-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Lily tengah pening and susah ati skrag ni, cian kat Lily jadi mangse keadaan..
citenye berbunyi bergini....
Alkisah apabila lily mendapati rahsia nenek yg janda telah berkahwin lain..
(OH TIDAKKKK!!!)
Dah tentulah only Lily je yg tau cite ni.... so keep the mouth shut..

Selepas beberape purname berlalu, cerita ini terbongkar jua apabila bonda Lily
menalipon & bertayekan hal ini....
Terpakselah rahsia yg dipekung selame ini terbongkar...

Yang anehye selang beberape minit nenek yg telah berkahwin menalipon Lily
dan bertaye kan mcm mane mak Lily dapat tau cite ni...

Dari pelbagai sudut pon lah.....org bleh agak yg Lily bagitau tp Lily mmg x bukak mulut pasal ni pon...Hai apelah yg terjadi ni... mmg x phm betol la....

My Housemate!!

2009-09-03T15:49:00.002+08:00

OH DEAR! what happen to my housemate.....

Its look like the tsunami will come to us,

but its interesting cuz Lily like to see people in fighting hahaha

Hari yang malang!!

2009-08-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

Semlm kte nak balik dari klas tp hujan,,,,
tp kte semngat cuz nak pakai payung baru (gmbr death note)....
dalam nak blk 2 hujan pun berenti... cian x dpt pakai payung baru..

Hari ni hujan.. semangat nak pakai payung (rm19.90)..
sekali payung tertggl laaa...
cian balik basah2 tau..

TODAY : 13 AUGUST 2009

2009-08-13T01:53:00.006+08:00

this lately i realies that i become older...
maybe u ask why? u still 18 right?
know i sitting in 'kedai mamak' and flashback the old memory about my past school....
How i miss my friend...
To all that still or missing in action now
Just remember that Lily love u very much.....

H1N1

2009-08-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

H1N1!!!! oh this virus seriously scaring me to death....
the reason I did't update my blog for so long is because I been suspect H1N1 and have a fever for a week.....
I been hospitalized with old ladies besides me ( anyway I have a friend to talk with )
Thank god I still alive.... I not the victims who died because of this virus.....
So my friend I, LILY STILL ALIVE

It's been a long time honey!

2009-08-09T20:31:00.004+08:00

it's been a long time since I update my blog, my friends (Lee) called me and say " Hey Lily! are you still a live?!" I think if I still not update this site she will 'baca yasin' for me......
So to my beloved Lee I change my layout and already read your blog okey....
I also post a comment to you....

LILY IN BOYS OVER FLOWER

2009-06-30T12:35:00.000+08:00

do you know about boys over flower drama from korea?? If you know then you should recognise this 4 beautiful boys in this picture right? well in the middle of them is me.....hahaha!!
I make this picture with photo editor, it's very attractive picture right, this is one of my favorite ....
Maybe I just in my dreamland but I really want to be one of them just like in the story...